I have plenty of syringes. Nothing worthwhile to mix up in them. How depressing. Yesterday I snorted 2 lexotan, took 2 soma, 4 tramadol, and 2 cyproheptadines. I wish tramadol mixed well with water, because I'd be shooting up with it right now. Pulls out his credit card. No one fucking cares about me, I might as well get some heroin or even better nubain and start shooting up everyday. At least I can pretend to be happy and feel happy. It's better than this shit, it's better than wanting to be dead every single second of your life.
Sweet tramadol here I come, oh how I abuse you and how you abuse my body. I love you, please hurt me when I wake up. Or maybe enough Soma to make myself pass out, the most I ever took was 10, 20 sounds good. Supposedly it'll stop smooth muscle if you take enough, but I've only ever passed out (maybe my lungs stopped breathing for a while), and I always wake up with the hugest headache if I take a lot of Soma. Oh what the fuck, lets mix it all up and take everything I have and have a good time and pop open a bottle of champagne too.

I love myself, I really do.