Oh goddess. I just payed a credit card with another credit card, I really am getting poor. I don't have any money to pay it off. I'm feeling pathetic. *cries*
Some boring tidbits that I scribble down whenever I feel like it, usually when I'm on the verge of crying. Nothing much of interest here.
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