Yay got more books and cds in the mail today. I've been getting a package or two everyday. Bad Allen. Bad spending. Oh well. I noticed I hit my credit limit on one of my credit cards, which through me into a crazy fit of worry and I sent them a check today hoping that it'll get cashed before my next billing statement or else my interest rate is going to jump to something crazy like 29% and them I'm in very serious trouble. Somehow, or another, I'm slowly getting my debt down even though I've spent like crazy these past couple of weeks. It's under $8000 I think, but because I see the Dr. tomorrow I'm worried about the cost of medication without insurance and if my parents don't pay for it... Well I'm going to be very broke, probably spending over $1000 a month just on medication, which is going to hurt a lot and is so not worth the money, but I miss being able to sleep good and not having to worry everytime I go out. I miss being able to drive by myself without having a panic attack just thinking about it. I kind of miss college and learning, not too much, but I think I will take inorganic chemistry I, and physical anthropology as those are the only things that are really interesting at this dinky college. It is so dinky compared to the Northeast, where the campuses where gigantic and old and full of feeling. FRCC feels, dead, hollow, an institute of stupidity, not learning.

I can't wait to read the other 8-9 books in the Anita Blake series. She's such an awesome character and the novels are great. Such a nice change from the Anne Rice typical vampirism. I can't recall the amount of times I was scared and had to keep looking around because the novel freaked me out. The book is 20 years old too! And she's still writing books in the series. I'm excited.

I started reading Song of Kali and it's good too. I have a feeling I'm going to get really creeped out soon. Black Feathers by Cecila Tan is very good, very good erotica, she is a good author. I'm enjoying it much better than her edited collection of author people's vampire erotica; Cherished Blood just felt weak. I was expecting something a little better, like along the lines of Love in Vein the edited collection of vampire erotica by Poppy Z. Brite. I suppose both are good, but I wanted something excellent, not just alright, or slightly good. I still have another compilation of vampire erotica, A Taste of Twilight to read, it has gotten better reviews I think, so hopefully I'll enjoy it.

Enough for now. Bye.