Well just spent more than $500 on medications (overseas), because I needed some stuff. Decided I will try the beta blocker as I read more about it, and didn't know that it helps with social anxiety, and my blood pressure is high when I'm scared as they did notice, even though it isn't normally bad, only a little bad, and I have family history of it, but maybe it's supposed to help somewhat with tremors (so it'll help with RLS some I hope and my seizures), along with social anxiety. And bought asthma medication as my inhaler is almost out and more headache stuff, that I wish I could get different stuff, but no one will prescribe it to me.
So in the morning I will ask my father to pay for this as I can't pay for it. I think he will, but will be pretty pissed, and I'll say well it's cheaper than buying it here (it is), because there's no way for me to get health insurance and I can't get a job because of my anxiety or go to school.

Stuff is stupid.