Look I added a dumb picture of me to the sidebar. I was feeling creative and wanted something to do. I should really spruce my blog up and make it look better or something. I think I will finally get around to dying my hair in a few days, by the end of next week for sure. My shower & bathroom are currently being worked on, which sucks a great deal as I used to take a lot of showers to just sit in the dark and think or cry, and now I can't. I've noticed that my skin has cleared up a lot though, so all that hot water was probably not very good for my skin and making lots of oil, so that's one positive thing. I don't think I've had this bad skin for a long time, certainly not when I lived in MA, perhaps it's the combination of all those showers and the horrific weather here. It's kind of embarassing, but oh well, not many people to appreciate me anyway.

Got a bunch of CD's in the mail today, 3 Faith & The Muse, a Rasputina CDs, The Smiths greatest hits, Peter Murphy best of, um, think that's it, guess it wasn't that much, but I'm excited. More Faith & The Muse is always good and I finally have the song I've been wanting to hear to for so long.

Hmm, I need something to read. Even though I still have 3 books (2 Cecila Tan books & a book that Maegan lent me) that I'm reading right now, but I want something else to read.

Listening to Faith & The Muse reminds me of Jen, they were always one of her favorite bands, along with Rasputina, and I guess I've taken those two things with me when I left, at least the like of those bands.
This is depressing me thinking about the times we listened to it together. Guess it's time for another depressing night, and I'm already full of sweet opiate goodness and I still feel sad.