I feel, tired... And lonely. I feel a breakup with Ardere coming on soon. We haven't talked very much in 3-days because she's been busy with her collection of poetry that she's trying to find a publisher for and doing some last minute editing, she's not on at all except perhaps once a day and leaves after 15 minutes. It's releiving that I don't have to talk to her much, but I also feel so guilt-ridden that I try to write a short email or two saying that I do miss her. Which isn't a lie, I do miss her as a friend... sigh

I think I will meet Erin at the end of August, more likely sometime in September. Things are progressing faster emotionally now, but in a good way. I really miss her and can feel the heartache. It feels good to hurt like this.