I talked to Aimee today for the first time in quite a while (2 or 3 weeks?), and I guess Stefany's correction's officer came and took her away and no one knows what happened to her. I think she's in jail or something, because she hasn't contacted her boyfriend Alex or her best friend Linda. I'm really worried. I know she did a lot of shit to me and lied, but she is still a friend, people are always my friends and I'm worried sick. I wrote her an email in the very rare chance that she might be in a foster family and can check her email. I just don't know what to think. I'm scared and no one knows what happened to her. I don't like it when people disappear, and it isn't even her fault this time. I feel awful. Maybe I should of started being online more and kept trying to talk to her and maybe she wouldn't of done whatever she did that got her in enough trouble that she got in trouble and couldn't be on probation anymore or whatever. I'm so worried and there's nothing I can do about it. I already did all I can do. :(
Why do I have to worry so much. :(

She's a good person really, if she is able to grow up. I don't want bad things to happen to her. :(

In other news Ardere got wicked jealous and pissed when I didn't come home last night to talk to her. I said I was going to be gone all day, I told her that several times and she wrote me a mean and very possesive letter too. I don't know what to do. I do like her and her daughter too. I talked to her on the other day for 30 minutes on the phone and we had a good time, and I left her a message when I came home last night, and I called her this morning and talked to her for another 30 minutes. *sigh* She's high maintenance and I feel bad for saying that, but it's true. I just wish she trusted me more and wasn't so reliant on me and could be alone once in a while. *sigh* She doesn't even understand when I want to be alone, just keeps saying I've been there and it's time for you to open up now. *sigh* It isn't that at all. I just don't want to be around you Ardere, and that isn't a mean thing.

Everything sucks.

Nicole half-jokingly asked me to visit and I said sure, but she stopped at the last second, because she knows everyone would freak out if I was there and she doesn't want to freak her friends out and have them pissed off at me. I'm sad. I wanted to go visit her. *sigh*

Why does life suck?