I'm so happy today, relatively. Comparing this happiness to how I've felt the past few days, or even weeks, it feels like this is the best day in my life. Kind of silly, isn't it? Well this is why I'm happy. Erin wrote back to me, guess she was just gone for a long time (She was in CA and was also on a 3 day road trip for the 4th), she's a pretty busy person, but still takes the time to write to me and always tells me how happy she is to hear from me and glad that I responded to her ad. That gives me such a warm feeling inside that I'm important to her and she has so many feelings in common with me, if afraid if we ever met we would spend all our time watching movies and stuff and crying the whole way through it (a good thing). Met another person that I added to my AIM list (it's growing! 6 people!), she lives in CA and is named Liz. She just turned 14, but she's acts more mature than my 20 year old friend on AIM that I currently have blocked cause she's so...how she is. Another person even emailed me from Durango, she's crazy uppity goth, but in a good and is very blunt and honest. I like that in a person. Hope she doesn't find me too terribly depressing, I hate bringing sad people down.
I even worked out today. My working out hasn't been going well. I'm down to twice a week or so, but for some reason I'm making huge gains in almost every exercise which never happens. I get lucky, I might add another 5 lbs to one exercise out of 10-15, and now I'm stacking the weights on on like 6 exercises last time and 5 ones this time. Kind of weird, but I'm not complaining. I started doing leg stuff, because I wasn't before and each week I stack another 5 or 10lbs on it and it doesn't seem to want to stop, but my legs aren't getting gross, or toned even really, so I'll just keep stacking more. I stopped doing tri's & bi's and normal bench presses. Switched to doing incline presses and shoulder presses to work on my other muscles so I have a good balance. Damn. I wish I had a guy to appreciate it. Lol.